My biggest obstacle

My biggest obstacle in life is not something tangible. It is not some rule. It is not some adversary. It is not some stupid excuse. It is myself.

My own fucken laziness always finds a way to creep back into the picture. I just cleaned my room today and I feel a bit better. I also have been keeping up with weights for 2 days.

It's so easy to drift back into the pattern of sitting and waiting for the world to come to me. Now I'm 23 and I'm not getting any younger. I have a life to live and I want to achieve big things but sadly I have a ways to go.

I have been consistently going to Toastmasters. Today I gave an improv speech. It was pretty cool. I did it on China. There's a person there that's been a member of Toastmasters for over 50 yrs and he told me that he's going to help me get good. I have to work on my body language. I have a solid voice and I look comfortable. Comfortable is good but I want to be captivating. So much to do, so little time it seems.

Alright, that's good for the first day on the blog. I'm going to try to stay more consistent.