Catching up

Day 1 ended up being good. I was able to go out to dinner with my friends and Joe's parents. That was a great experience because it ended with us seeing Pauly Shore. He was wasted and lazily falling all over himself. Poor guy. He tried to talk to some high school girls and that was funny to witness their reaction.
From there Me and Joe went to Safeway to get a bottle of Grey Goose for Talin and her 21st birthday. I think Grey Goose might be my favorite and I don't even really like it that much. I guess that says something about me and alcohol. That damn bottle was 33 dollars and I know Joe isn't going to pay me back any time soon. Oh well!
Talin's party was a girl fest! There was so many women there! OMG! All were skinny with big breasts. They did wear those shirts that were form fitting on top and loose around the waste and stomach but still pretty impressive. I saw Talin but she just gave me her usual emotional thanks and went off to do her own thing. Overall the party was good. From there I went to playground with Joe. I need to stop following his ass.
I went to Blue House from there and said hi to those guys. I love those guys. They're good people. From here I went to the Hut. The Hut officially sucks. The condescending attitude of the people there is really beginning to get to me. I don't like it. I need to work on this. I didn't approach anybody. This is going to have to CHANGE.
Later on that night I went to do some laundry and ended up being with Carrie. That was fun. I went for it but.....damn, she didn't want to! I need more. I need practice. I can't continue beating myself up over it though. We'll see.

Day 1

Today is the beginning of my journey. I'm tired of sitting back and acting lazy and not taking control of my life. Today I was sitting at lunch with a man that I know will be successful. I was joking with him about the future and things to come. He said "That's all possible. You just have to take control of your life."
Well in that case.... I want to be sucessful. I will be successful. One step at a time. I constantly read all these pickup articles on what to do and I've even taken a bootcamp. You know what....it's time. Time to take the right outlook on this. Time to FOCUS. No more bullshitting. Even TI says that "opportunity is right in front of you." I know I'm pretty good looking and I can achieve that player that is untouchable. The three things that I need to focus are mind, body, and spirit. I work, volunteer, and NEED to STUDY. I have one more year of college available so......it is TIME.